/biz/ - Business & Finance

I'm a 30yo NEET on gibs who kinda wants to work. I've had several orientation meetings with different companies (my job coach from the gov helped set them up) and I feel such dread every time I go. It's kinda nice to see how companies work, but the culture is so soul-sucking and the work so brainless and useless, I'm starting to feel demoralized again. I can't believe how people do it, I can't comprehend it. But doing nothing all day except going to the gym isn't the way either. What are some 4chan/schizo friendly jobs or careers? Or should I learn to code/get into cybersec? I really want to leave my room and do something valuable to me and others if possible. I can be pretty social if I like what I do and have some confidence

Here are some meme stats about me since I'm pretty desperate:
>130IQ, taken with an actual psychologist
>INTP-T, main function is Ni
>Multiple traumatic life events, including sexual and physical violence in childhood, no parental figures to learn from directly, multiple refugee camp stays
>Currently working with a psychologist on a treatment for c-ptsd/bpd

How do you find out what you like and what you're good at? Any tests are appreciated. Oh and i have a 2.5k ICP stack so with some luck, it'll ease the financial stress

>>53343012
Why can't INTPs hold a job?