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I'm 36 and I'm a friendless KHHV NEET. I only know about male and female relationships through media and anonymous shitposting over the internet like anecdotal stories and articles on clickbait sites.
From my point of view Sex could be a government or alien truman show tier hoax/conspiracy to trick me. I have never seen naked boobs or vagins in real life, not even accidentally. I cant remember the last time I talked to a woman and dont think any of them that I had ever met like in school or internships ever had any interest in me. idk relationships seem impossible to me, something I will never have. I will never know what love and affection and intimacy feels like which are allegedly some really basic human feelings that everyone seems to get but me. all I have is porn as an outlet for my urges.