/biz/ - Business & Finance

Was it the Bancor Jews? Or that one guy that sold like five million in ETH and crashed the exchange?

Basically lost my entire life savings. People say money isn't a problem or it can't buy you happiness. Yea, go tell the people sleeping on the street that.

I try to do everything for my family financially.. And I'm not a dumb guy, but everything I've tried to do has turned against me. No matter how hard i try to help, it always works against me or the people I love. Every single friend I have had in my life is now dead, in jail, or has stolen from me. Every single female I've tried to have a decent and honest relationship with has took advantage of me for free shit, cheated on me, and most recently I caught an STD which I can't afford to take care of. Can't get a decent job because I can't afford college or because of my history which is who I was when I was younger. I can keep going but honestly... who cares.

Which brings me to my point.

I'm not here to ask for shit, I'm not here for someone Else's SOB story.
I'm not here to talk about. It is ultimately my decision.

Death as we all know, is imminent, and will be happening to any and everyone.
If your life is really being shitty? And you have the means and access to do it cleanly. then why not.

I can't tell my family yet because they won't understand or try to call the cops or somehow intervene in whatever way possible.

I've written my letter already basically telling them it's no big deal and better to deal with it now then later. It takes me 5-6 hours to sleep, and when I do wake up, it's 2-3 hours later and I can't even move.

It's no way to live man.. it's not healthy... it's just fucked.

Anyways 4chan you guys are the best no matter how much bullshit everyone talks to each other on here. Love you anons, being on here is what has basically kept me alive to keep going. No matter how much shit talk and scheming ass shit people do. Love y'all.

Yours truly,
Another Anon.

Well im writing this cause im just a little upset really.
Just typing it to vent, really don't care about the responses cause i already know what i can expect from the majority of you guys.

You see all my life I've been poor.
Ive only lived in trailer parks..
Id get kicked out or leave cause my dad is a alcoholic,
I've only had shitty jobs like kfc or a pizza joint.
And now that im older i look behind at my entire life.

It's always been on repeat, and i have tryed every single day of my life to make it better. When I had no job i would fill so many applications around my entire area that i would be calling the places and being on the phone asking about my application longer then the interview ended up being.

I guess this is just another petty ass rant..

Some of us are simply not given the opportunity, or haven't had a strong and stable hand to hold when they were younger. But i can look at myself at the end of the day and say, you know what dude, atleast you tryed. and had the most fun possible while doing it. I've been pretty depressed lately one would say.
But life goes on I guess. I have access to firearms, struggle every morning mentally, and my motivation bar is going down.

But hey, life goes on.