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>>8474316
what is uric acid? why is the egestion of uric acid inhibited under minoxidil?

Guys i think i am in a depression i don't even know why am i writing this on an online image board but i'll take the chance, you know different people, different view points, maybe someone can show me da wey through this shit.

I've always been that guy that keeps shit to himself, i rarely talk about my feelings, yet tonight i am feeling like all that shit i've held to myself is catching back to me.

First of all sorry for the spelling errors. I am from Bulgaria (Europe). I was the type of student that never studied yet i ace'd my grades. I was bullied as a child for being fat, flipped my shit and got fit through 16 to 21 (now). Graduated high-school with B score, yet i didn't get any lessons from it except now fluently speaking english and french.

Now moving to college law bachelor. Third year - average results and grades, two more to go. These years thought me nothing of true value. I worked through these years as well as a law enforcer. I was let off few months back. Down to my last 1000$ got them in crypto and made 10k$ . I got into cocaine and depression hit me hard. I got like 5k $ left now.

The thing is i feel empty from the inside. My mother has a landscaping company with ~12 full time employees, she knows her shit. My father has around 1000 acres of land and is a farmer (really hard work), he's a scum.

The last month was really hard, i wake-up, go to the gym, come back home, shower and go out with friends, come back at 12 a.m play vidiya and go to bed, and this is like everyday while blasting coke with my crypto gains.

I feel like i have no point in life, like i am living blind, every day the same shit happening again and again, no development whatsoever. Is this what depression is ? I feel like killing myself because of this retarded way of life. What do? Has anyone been through this? Btw i have my own home and i live alone so it would be easier lol.