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There is a slight amount of bonding with my clients. emotion.... yes there is some. I see them as human beings and I feel really good to be able to give them the pleasure that they need and don't know where else to get. I am a safe place for them and I take it very seriously to give them an outlet for it. I cannot help but care for them. I do not love them on the level that I would love a partner. Would I quit for a partner? Sure, if it was the right one. But I have done this before in the past and pretty much fucked myself over. let's face it 99% of relationships do not last. I hope one day as early as possible to have my life paid for and then enjoy it with someone. maybe it will happen maybe it won't but it's not going to ruin my life if not. There is some sort of pleasure I get out of a scared man coming to my door just hoping to God I'm legit and then calming his nerves, relaxing his entire body, putting him in a meditative state, and eventually I'm smiling up at him as he says oh my God holy f*** Jesus Christ and gets exactly what he was hoping for. I get hugs, high fives, it's actually pretty rewarding