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>According to terror management theory (TMT) neuroticism is primarily caused by insufficient anxiety buffers against unconscious death anxiety.
At least now I understand why I got this score.

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If you start focusing on how to manipulate people this will infect your complete subconscious thinking process in a toxic way and warp your personality.
You will never be able to be more efficient than a narcissistic person who manipulates for the purpose of surviving from his ego death and spent his whole life optimizing his process.
The end result is that you may have one small victory for a huge energy cost but will lose the war in the next step, because you can't keep up with a manipulator 100% of your time.

Narcissism is the result of being denied your true identity in your childhood when very young and surviving by deciding that love does not exist and your only life mission is to make everyone as miserable and unhappy as possible, as it makes you less miserable by comparison.
I don't think anyone healthy would want to become like this.
You can't get what you want from someone in particular but if you honestly ask for something someone else may give it to you.
If you want to receive give freely with no expectations..