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>>11906073

I mean I remember that everything started to go a little odd when we moved back to my home country from the united states of amurica. We lived there for 2years. I have moved to places very often when I was young, so I have had always had to make new friends and be the new boy in school. So everything has been very temporary for me. Could it be that I've been depressed for so long that I've grown a tolerance for it? I mean I remember when I was really depressed, I couldn't stop thinking about killing myself, couldn't sleep, get out of the bed etc. but that is like some 5 years ago. I do take care of my body, I work out, but it somehow feels like I'm living in my own realm of hell. Or if counscience makes this experience of called life hell. I'm trapped in this limited body and we humans even as a whole are not that smart anyways. Its just that I cant find a meaning to anything. Well I have had a weird year, the day I got out of the army at summer I got beat up pretty bad when I was on acid so I think I have gotten somekind of a trauma about it. Not sure tought. I dont even know would my life guality improve if my memecoins x100 from here. I don't even know what I'm talking about, kinda writing stuff that comes in to my mind so the text might be a little weird.