/biz/ - Business & Finance

Oh my God, I'm currently at a workplace team building retreat and I can hardly bear it. I am the freak that nobody talks to.

Socialising is like a game that I know I'm too ugly to win at, so I can't bother to play.

I bet the Chad and Stacey employees will be fucking each other tonight, and I'll have to hear about this shit when I'm back in the office tomorrow.

There were a few hours at the beginning of the day where people talked to each other more than usual. I even felt what it was like to be a Chad, when I was waiting to go in to a room, and people were socialising, and this qt came in the line next to me and really obviously faced me and waited for me to talk to her. Of course I didn't, because it would've led to nothing except me sperging out. Now it's 7 pm and the hierarchies and cliques have been formed and I'm rock bottom.

Guys, I started a 9 to 5 job a few weeks ago with a prestigious employer, in an office, with a really good level of responsibility.

Why do I have barely any free time after work, commuting back home, gym, and eating?

Why do I feel so mentally tired after work when my job is brain-dead?

Why do I still feel like a loser when I see the Staceys on the underground?

Why do chores wreck my evenings?

Why is a good job, minus London rent for a tiny studio flat, leaving me with only £200 to save each month... and that's if I don't binge on junk food?

Why is it do excruciating to be around normies at work? Why is office work a socialising contest first and foremost?