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I'm a 28 year old lawyer that has never worked a day in his life. I've literally never made a single penny ever. I finished college 4 and a half years ago and all my 4 internships were voluntary.

I have been suffering from depression from so long I cannot even recall the last time I felt true genuine happiness and I spend over half of my day lying down wishing I would just stop existing. A few months ago I had to take my father's gun away from his hand. He suffers from psychosis and has always been a very violent, troublesome person and my life has always been hell due to him.

Should I just shoot myself? I'm done for.