/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>58606842
In the news tomorrow
>RK was removed from E-Trade due to market manipulation.
>Other trading accounts were frozen across multiple different brokerages.
Well, that's it guys, time to go home. Nothing more to see here.

>wake up at 7.30 am
>browse internet on phone then read a book for a short time and then go back to sleep
>wake up and watch tennis on tv while doing boring chores (employment / tax stuff)
>decided not to bother go in to work today
>dread to think how easily minor chores could wipe out my free time if my 9-5 job required me to do any work
>decided not to bother exercising (too tired to exercise meaningfully and woke up feeling shockingly slim after yesterday's binge because I exercised yesterday for the first time since Monday)
>left flat at 4 am to walk around London and feel sad about life
>not sure how I managed to waste time until 4 pm
>plan to drink coffee and go to McDonalds to have the limited time Chicago burger

>currently suffering an everythingstential crisis
>can't motivate myself to work hard on anything during my copious free time
>blackpilled enough to know I have a really ugly face which dooms me to a hard mode life but still can't motivate myself with this
>feel bad because I'm 27 and don't have expertise in anything
>did a STEM degree I hated and university was a complete waste intellectually, socially, and in terms of personal development (becoming motivated or hard working)

I think I may soon need to create my own spooks or something to get out of this rut. I wish I had any personal initiative at all.

Where are all the other constant complaining topics from ugly males or people with boring lives? How do I have a bad day without feeling like I need to say it on here?

>Minimum wage job
>Fat
>Kissless virgin
>Watch cuckold porn every day

Should I pull the trigger or can I save myself.

>be me
>be 27 year old ugly beta loser nofriends autist with no friends or social experiences since school, no female attention ever, have never been to a pub, club, or party
>wake up at 11 am
>clean my room (no existential benefits)
>go to gym
>binged yesterday so went jogging as well
>hot and sunny day in London
>Staceys everywhere, which is demoralising as fuck
>go to work, spend less than 30 minutes there, leave
>eat my first healthy meal at home for the first time in maybe 2 to 3 weeks
>go outside to feel sad about life
>go to Kensington
>walk through Kensington High Street and see the wagecucks scurrying out of their jobs
>expensive as fuck houses everywhere, see two Ferraris and multiple Bentleys
>go to Holland Park and see young people enjoying the sun
>walk through Notting Hill gate and see rich, attractive people enjoying life
>now drinking coffee
>tfw don't have the motivation to do anything productive at home- I am lazy and I feel cucked by everything I do
>tfw when I get a job that requires me to do actual work from 9 to 5 my life will be over

I have been procrastinating the start of my "real life of hard work on important stuff" for 3 years. My main hobby for the past 3 years has been walking or driving around outside, feeling sad about life, drinking coffee, and hoping that my 20s spontaneously stop feeling wasted. I can't bear to work hard at home due to laziness, loneliness, seeing everything as work, feeling bitter because everyone else gets everything handed to them, and a docility cultivated within formal education- I have never put significant focused effort in to anything outside of formal education or work- I am a prime example of a consumercuck.