I cant tidy up, im so so fucking sad. My apartment is a fucking state, just like my mife.
Im going to die alone and childless, idk what to do, i did everything right.
I laughed at his jokes, i didnt just have sex with him the first time he wanted it, i teased him loads and let him touch me, and we like the same music. I really felt a connection, but i can tell by his messages he doesnt feel the same way, i dont care what he said i can tell he just doesnt like me.
Im a codependant without anyone to codepnd on :( im ridiculously sad. My stomach looks fat af, i wish i never ate that pizza