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>TFW rejected a woman I could probably live the rest of my life with because she was adamant about having children
Blog time, fuckers. If you're a /pol/ type, I advise you don't read this because a lot of polacks got really really angry last time I told this situation.
I don't wanna get into deep details, but I've had pretty good chemistry with a girl for a long while. We met during highschool and kept being friends a couple years afterwards. The rest of our friends even asked me (and probably her) if we're already secretly married or something.
At first I figured it was onesided from my end, but even as dense as I was I started seeing signals that she's interested as well, and not just as a dating thing, it could've easily been a life time thing, but....
This is something I'm not going to go too deep into detail on, but well, I just don't want children. She, on the other hand, clearly very much did.
It hurt like a motherfucker trying to keep her from "approaching" me, and one night she straight up confronted me and asked me if I'm interested in her or not. I still feel intensely fucking guilty over rejecting her that day, but I knew I'd feel even guiltier about avoiding the baby topic or going through with it and feeling miserable.

I guess as some sort of divine punishment, I never got lucky with any other women at all. She on the other hand eventually did find someone (an asian guy, surprisingly).
In the end, I guess it's just a question of what you're willing to sacrifice to get laid or anything beyond that. I do feel guilty, but I can't say that I regret my decision, even though I'd never find a girl like that anywhere in the world...
It's a complex world out there, anon.