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I’m 26, own a small house in a small town, and I have something like 50k$ in land and precious metals.

I need to really get back to working out but something happened after 18 where the stress of waging turned me to food and booze instead of fitness.

I know myself too well to think that there’s some alternative timeline in which I’m just a normie doctor or IT guy. The anxieties of my early 20s around what to make of my life effectively removed any of this remorse or depression. It’s instead just a melancholy fueled by how gay our modern life is.

I need to pray more. I need to read the Bible more. I roughly know my path through life but the terror of man weakens my resolve.

Weed and alcohol used to do a great job of deadening my heart to pain but it no longer works. Probably for the best.