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Once I finish all the food in my house I'm going to only eat rotisserie chicken and become a keto god.
This time I won't fail!

>>10701181
Dude, are you me? I am also fucking confused right now and I am already 27, not much time to waste, fuck!

>>7439814

Satoshi is dead. He can't endorse anything

>you will never browse the bionicyles and legos as a kid ever again

I-Is ARK going to go down again? Do I short now?

>July 3 2017
>Still fat
>Still weak
>Still not rich
>Still not an important person
>Still haven't moved out of my parents house
>Still not a master in at least one or two things
>Still not a competitive athlete
>Still no knowledge in anything besides a layman's basic understanding
>Still not a man happy with where hes going in life
>Still not happy with the way I dress and look in clothes

>Still waiting quietly for my big break that will get me from Zero to Successful Man in no time, even though I know im too much of a coward to even utilize an opportunity if it was handed to me because in my mind I've subconsciously decided myself to be a loser

>Still realizing that there's an opportunity every minute and that everything besides working hard is an excuse
>Still will do nothing about it though.

>>2497715
>>2497723
How do I get over the selfdoubt and move out of my parents house?

How do I stop feeling guilty about not working non stop? Apart from things all humans do plus going to the gym, I feel guilty about any of my habits. And I have no goals.

I want to read books but I feel guilty about reading a set number of pages a day. I am worried about being called a pleb for not reading ten trillion boring Western canon novels. I feel like an ADD pleb for rarely reading more than 60 pages at a time. I hate that I'm more likely to put a book down at the end of a chapter.

Similarly for working. I know I could always be working to become better off. I know that people who talk about taking breaks are just lying to themselves. I feel bad for not having the willpower necessary to work non stop on one thing for 10 hours. If I work on one thing then I miss the big picture. If I work on many things I am a dilettante who doesn't achieve anything.

And the funny thing is that I'm a Stirnerite. When you stay unspooked then everyone else's belief system feels like a personal attack. Fuck these people who say that X is so important. X is always working hard / enjoying yourself / focusing on one thing / focusing on many things / reading history / classics / philosophy / other shit.

The awful thing is that I know everyone else is a fraud. That NFL player who everyone loves and says is hardworking has never read a book. That mathematics professor known as a genius is a disgusting dyel. That literary figure who goes on about Shakespeare being a god doesn't know any maths or science greater than an 18 year old yet claims to be worldly. That billionaire who goes on about humanity's big issues does nothing but write checks for people who make social media apps.