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>Be me
>22
>graduate college. Move to a new place across the country
>homesick beyond belief and turn to gambling
>lose a lot. Realize I am dumb. Quit.
>Go home 5 months later
>”Hey Anon! It’s X’s birthday! We are going to the casino! Wanna come!”
>Brain gets addicted on the first hand again
>Head home after Christmas
>Literally all I can think about for a month straight.
>Lost over $5,000

I’m scared. I’ve always been the good one with money. I am unironically making bank on esports betting using units, up 50% in a month, but then go waste it on blackjack. I can’t stop myself. I am ruining my finances. Any advice. I’m tuc