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>>9909590
Always thought Saturn was just supposed to be limitations of reality? Which I also thought the limit is whatever you say it is, which makes it you. I've seen some weird shit about Saturn cubes online but always thought it was some weird ass religious shit. Still looks like it now desu. I've seen the cube hexagon shit and flower of life though during drugs I think it's all just my self though for real. Could the darkness be fake though? I've been thanking that the god of the bible is nonexistence, or death. Fear god, no real image of it, etc. But in the end you find it's all a big bluff or a joke, because everything is already nothing, or the paradox of it not existing. Also this has led me to believe this is all somehow nonexistent. Don't know if any of that makes sense to you. I'll have to check that out though I've dabbled in crowley and Hinduism before

Anyone else selling drugs to support themselves with every penny of profit in crypto?

>be me, 18, three years ago
>camping in Texas
>pigs show up while we're smoking some blunts
>I take fall and get a whopping $10,000 in bullshit fines, have a year to pay it
>kicked out my house, lost my job, no car, get job at fucking Subway
>cant even make $10000 By the deadline at 40 hours a week
>start selling weed to pay for weed fines, mainly just to spite cops too
>have cash, pay fines, feels good
>start selling lsd n shrooms and during one trip I realized I'm basically dead so nothing matters
>that feeling is constant motivation
>quit wagecuck job, every penny in crypto, trap really fucking hard
>make way too much money
>iwillmakeit.jpeg
>this is my life now

I'm not afraid of getting arrested again. I have two shotguns and am more than willing to blow my brains out / suicide by cop if I get raided, in fact I almost welcome it at this point. I tried getting another wagecuck job but I walked out the first week, definitely no going back. Unless I can get a job that doesn't make me want to off myself crypto is my only way back into normal citizen mode. I'm hoping one day I can live normally, settle down with my gf and maybe have a family but life is too fast right now. I guess I'm just not fit for regular society's standards