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>>55188390
New original /biz/ projects cropping up left and right, we are back

the whole FTX thing really was the straw that broke the camels back for me
I was already doing shit the past 4 months due to costly habits (addicted?) and being a degenerate
I lived off of rice and pasta because I was not able to afford much more
Always kept a tight budget planning what I buy how long it could last often deciding against things I would very much rather want but knew couldn’t afford right now
Usual condiments like salt or butter or whatever would run out and stuff started tasting bland
It still gave the feeling of having eaten ‘enough’
Eating rice with nothing else just spice powder for multiple months was horrid
Pasta ran out before the rice did

Today my mom visited for the first time in months we haven’t talked much
Last time I was doing excellent and I tried to keep that up honestly I was too embarrassed to tell
She asked me if I have been eating well and was curious about seeing my fridge
The fridge is empty
I have nothing except rice pasta and spices
I panicked when she saw I was just laughing first
Had problems breathing and felt my eyes burn
She asked my why there was nothing and I just turned around and like shrugged
I cried then
We talked about things

I went shopping with her
Fridge is filled
I have salt again now
Working on bettering myself now and not keeping it all bottled up
It was so strange
I feel free
Talk to your family if you’re going through something bad anon
There is always a way
I know pretending things are alright seems easier
Don’t.
I have no one to talk to but just had to
Thanks for reading my blog I guess


TL;DR:
0-IQ failure high on stoicism starves like a 3rd worlder in a 1st world country gets saved by family
Fuck SBF