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>>11682816
that's a close call but i think you're right

>>11364854
>There's no passion, I feel like my life is on auto-pilot and every week passes in a second. I literally turned into a NPC.
>I genuinely miss my NEET days because while it was boring and kind of depressing, I felt more aware and I appreciated the small things so much more.
>I'm not sentimental and introspective anymore, I feel like I don't feel anything anymore, life just drones on.
I decided to start university two weeks ago after being a hikkiNEET for over a year and I feel exactly the same way. I feel like my brain has stopped working. I don't even spend that much time in university so my total free time hasn't changed much at all. Still I feel like a different person. In my solitude I was content, like I was grounded somewhere, namely with myself. Now that I am exposed to the outside world I lost that connection and now I am not grounded anywhere. Society is poisonous.

As a hikkiNEET I was at peace with myself. Now, I barely know myself.