>>24564342
>i am afraid this is my only chance
this is the emotion that's fucking you. you are rushed to urgency because you think you need to act NOW to get your money back. let go of that feeling. you lost your money by rushing into retarded plays. to get it back you will need to develop a methodical strategy that gives consistent, risk averse returns. i recommend theta based strategies, specifically the wheel strategy for beginners. youtube a tutorial.
>pic related. i know exactly what you feel
run the wheel, buy and hold quality shit, and buy the fucking dip (ON GOOD STOCKS) if it comes. and if the market crashes, buy TQQQ/SOXL
and for a short term meme play, if GME dumps after Q3 earnings, buy april $20 calls