/biz/ - Business & Finance

>am an lolcow with encyclopedia dramatica
>social pariah
>microdick
>brainlet
>Sleeping on a bed at my Dad's house in a utility room that's covered in blood
>the bed is over twenty years old
>I'm 27
>no college degree
>almost went to prison and might go one day
>all I have is a bible and going to buy a gun to shoot myself
>Taped up glasses and ripped up pants
>working barely minimum wage job but can't get any higher because i am hated by the world
>Don't even have that anymore

I honestly hate waking up each day. Life can be really really really bad. I just want to juggle and be left alone. What's funny is that I'm actually a hard ass worker...never been fired despite being special needs because I have a good personality and I am never late. Just wish I could have found Jesus earlier so I could have dealt with my child abuse in a positive manner instead of the way that I did. I'm going to put this post in my journal because why not?