just finished my first day of work. and i hated it. i start an even longer schedule next week. my parents are thrilled i have a job and i'm stuck thinking "wtf is this really how the world operates?" why the fuck am i still forced to work 8-9 hours a day? i can't even fucking concentrate for that long, let alone suppress the resentment of losing out on that time internally. why can't i work as i fucking please? why isn't working more dynamic, instead of being locked into these rigid fucking methodologies that worked at the pinnacle of the nuclear family that NOW in no way, shape or form fits into the world we live in today. what is going to break first--- people's will (because i'm pretty confident millennials/gen-z is going to refute this outright) or will jobs refusal to adapt? god i want to fucking puke.