/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>16273879
Thank you, as the pasta goes, positive visualization is powerful. (Gave me his keys. I’d rather have him than his link, we used to browse /biz/ together everyday, shitposting, greentexting, and save apus. I miss my real life Apu :(
When cleaning out our van I found a painful note where he wrote:
> “remember X, the place we first met? Decrypt Y ( a string in the note) using the letter count of X”. In a fucking bag he always said to never open unless he died; thought he’d live longer than me, he was a genetic chad, only fucked in the head because of abuse and seeing violence from a young age. My dad was good go my mom, but she died when I was young, can’t post more I’d dox myself.
I’m fucking crying rn like a bitch. I’m also drunk but it’s really, really cold here so I’d probably die of hypothermia if I wasn’t drinking tonight.
I don’t know I’m feeling really low right now, you are the only friends I have left. He had bad genetics, didn’t tell me he was fucked until a few months ago,!i would give everything to have him and my dad back. I am so alone. My dad thought Apu’s were cute yet weird, but my best friend and I, after my dad died, used to browse /biz/ every night, saving all the Apu’s, selling shit on craiglist, etsy and amazon. If anyone has a loved one dying from cancer go all in researching cyotkines, th1 th2 , macrophages and that shit. Cannabis actuallg can slow certain types I had proof from my dad’s case. I’ll be here more once I land this job, or any job in the next few months.
t. the last picture my dad sent me was three ducks in a row he took at our favorite lake (he was truly all in).
>gay incoming I’m so drunk and so sorry
WE WILL ALL MAKE IT!

>>15695411
Checked get me in the hologram boys

>>14615375
This
I used to have a soul growing up. I put nature before money, believed in love, had best friends.
Then my brother died of cancer. I am the only one who can take care of my parents, and it’s instinct.
Then my best friend (besides my dead brother) an heroed a few months back.
The instinct thing is it for me, I’ll try to make money until I die, no matter how rich I become.
I tried to hike in one of my favorite places today. All I could think of was how I didn’t buy enough link, along with quant fomo. The other month was $DIS call fomo.
I’d rather feel fomo than acknowledge and explore the hole in me that went with my brother, or grapple with the emptiness of each day I feel b/c my friend felt he needed to blow his brains out. Fuck this

Oh and I have chronic neurological pain, so obsessing over money and living in my head is the best, non-opioid way of pushing through feeling like my face is on fire every fucking day. It’s not as bad as it sounds, I’m used to it so I don’t want to use painkillers

>>14267188
Checked
Anon have you heard of fecal transplants? Time to go down the rabbit hole.
I had one, not for crohn’s but the flora transplant is a lifesaver for many gut problems. Look it up, you are here because you have an aptitude for researching.
Fermented foods do not have all the flora you’re body needs. I had a bizarre problem, not the usual thing they give fecal transplants for. You can also do them yourself, either way you need a donor who has a healthy gut history and is tested.
I hope this information gives you a new avenue of treatments to explore.