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>>50806079
Fuck man, everything you just wrote was like holding up a mirror in front of me.
>When I solemnly, honestly, and in good faith make an intention and a max effort to accomplish something, and then watch in horror as my body does something completely different and wastes the whole day doing shit I didn't want it to do
Last week I took out a journal, wrote down all of my goals and dreams, then I broke them all down into realistic step-by-step procedures to get everything done in a healthy amount of time. I put detailed timeframes, and even gave myself breaks to enjoy. The next day, I literally completely forgot about the tasks and did fuck all. When I woke up from the haze, I just ended up sitting in the shower for 20 minutes contemplating how much of a slave I am to this demon inside me.
>I hate it because every faggot I know personally or anecdotally who has ever taken adderall has the same story. It instantly turns them into their best selves for 2, 3, 4 years.
This is literally every anecdote I've heard of Adderall as well (minutes the burn out part), which is why I'm considering it so heavily. I'm just fucking tired of being my own worst enemy every single day and sabotaging my life. I cannot think or fathom a worse feeling than not trusting yourself and viewing yourself as an enemy. It makes me understand why many religions consider suicide the ultimate sin, because at the end of the day, you're backstabbing the guy who matters the most in your life.
>Slave to the procrastination/distraction demon
>Slave to the adderal jew

These are really our options, huh?

How the fuck do you trade? My current strategy is

>Buy low
>sell lower
>Sell high
>Buy high

How the fuck do I determine what's the bottom and what's continuation? I'm getting fucking raped here.

My life is garbage because of my own actions. Why didn't God stop me bros? Why did we have to eat the forbidden fruit and attain free will?

It wasn't worth it

>25
>at home
>no skills
>broke

Is an hero the only option?

>>15226148
It used to be an amazing high volume scalp coin.

IDK where all the traders went but I got absolutely JUSTed this week with the ghost town low volume fuckery