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>>56778916
My biggest regret is being a degenerate. Lust is one of the deadly sins for a reason. I hurt a few people that I love dearly by failing to listen to my gut and my mind, and instead just succumbing to that basic animal-mode primal lust. Pathetic.

I did learn a lot from when my lust eventually exploded into reality and I could no longer ignore my sociopathic excusing of what I'd done. One thing I learned, and that I now regret, is that sometimes your most serious problems and character defects build up over time. They don't happen over night. They happen from ignoring or excusing them over years. It's like if you fail to water your crops, your good useful crops will wither and die and weeds take over. But now imagine a huge, disgusting weed that rats and spiders live inside grows huge because you just kept ignoring it and pretending like it wasn't a problem. This is what (figuratively) happened to me because I was a fucking degenerate in my mid-20's.

I guess my advice to my younger self would be "Please do not ignore your character defects and vices. Find a good Church and/or a good religious, spiritual mentor and when you have lustful or sinful urges, pray about it." That's something I'm still working on.

I don't want money I already have a worthy treasure and that's you, anon.