/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>7120782
>big family, wealthy family, good support
>fuck it all up 17-20ish with bipolar and drug problems
>drop out of college, parents stop helping me
>live with long term gf. toxic relationship but we love each other more than most people
>work at McDonalds/ jimmy johns both on psych leave from school
>after we get bored of being degenerate drug addicts we get back into school
>she goes for architecture, after 2 years she gets a job an excels because she is a genius
>I go for 4 more years, still struggle with drugs
>end up cheating on her after 6 years with my best friend, guilt makes me tell her when i'm drunk
>lose both of them a a long drawn out spiral
>get good programming job, best friend, she comes to work at same fucking place, she lives with bf
>gf sees her one day and falls apart, she hasn't talked to me for days
>26, alone in my 1 bedroom, with money to spend on whatever I want, completely alone
>drink myself to sleep each night
>try to run and not do too much coke

Well I wonder how long this will last, feels like another spiral but just seems more permanent this time.

>>5653891
fuck re-roll...pls I'm not going to be homeless this year, I like this job

I'm so mad right now. But I refuse to act on fomo and emotion. This is a game, there will be plenty of other opportunities.