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>>54398629
I am only attracted to other non-op trans girls.
>>54398638
Ok cool good for her I don't want to look like a chink I want to look like a white teen emo girl and I will get there no matter what it fucking takes kill yourself NOW
>>54398651
>pretend to be a girl
this is what I meant I want people to automatically assume I am a girl without asking. If they ask it removes all sincerity from the equation and makes me feel even worse than if they just gendered me male (which is understandable given how I look)

>>53820190
I am trans of course I don't have a pair uwu

>>53771363
Yeah, I made it when I was 21 so I started having an intense fear of missing out on youth born from way too many hours alone with my thoughts and nothing to do but play video games. I started getting involved with as many people and normies as I could who were around my age so I could experience what it's like to be young, dumb, have drama in my life, etc - something I never did in highschool or prior. I also have an intense fear of aging in general now that I don't think I really had before, but maybe that's just because I would be buried in some type of work 24/7 before I made it and didn't have time to think about aging too much. I now spend thousands of dollars on skin procedures and products, countless hours of research on what is and is not good for anti-aging, I style myself in a way that a 16 year old would to look younger, I am bordering on anorexic, I take estrogen to make me look younger/less mature as a male, and I plan on getting several cosmetic surgeries to that same end. I often can't decide whether making it saved or ruined my life, because before I made it all of this stuff was just out of the question because I was broke and devoting all of my time, energy and money to making it. I guess you could say I found my passion, but I'm going to be forced out of this passion in about 10 years tops because everyone ages, then I'll have nothing. Funny that, if I don't look young, cute, and attractive, I have nothing. Nothing but money I guess, but what good is money if you don't want to wake up in the morning and have nothing driving you anymore.