/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>17694369
this isnt /sci/

>>17129726
I’ve embraced my inner coomer I no longer shame him and call him a filthy degenerate (yes I am schizo and view it is a seperate entity in my shadow part of my psyche when it comes to deranged porn cooming and not just good old imagination wholesome fapping)
>>17129734
See porn stars are what get me because they trigger flashback images and sounds from all the porn I’ve viewed over the past 17 years or so where amateur I don’t associate it as much
>>17129702
Pic related I’ve quit fucking heroin, cigs, alcohol, weed but nothing compared to having 24/7 access in the palm of your hand to a quick fix. Watching porn gives me a rush like drugs and also keeps me awake for several hours after viewing it. Every time I watch it I cringe at how dumb and unrealistic it is and think “why didn’t I just jerk off normally?”

>>16867380
Man I’m succeeding more than ever and have finally obtained freedom from wagecuckoldry and taking a year or two to NEET it up (May even retire if crypto really takes off in the next 2 years) and all it took was one slip up and BOOM I was off on a COOM binge. What really bums me out is how we spent years even a decade for some of us poisoning our minds while not really knowing the damage we were causing and the behavior was in fact encouraged by (((society))) for the most part. Then you wake up one day like pic related and realize you are almost trapped in a vicious cycle. GOD PLEASE HELP ME I CANT DO THIS ON MY OWN I DONT WANT TO BE A COOMER ANYMORE I WANT A LOVING RELATIONSHIP WITH A SWEET AND LOYAL QT TO CHERISH AND SHARE MY GAINS AND LIFE WITH!!!!