>missed out on youth
>didn't talk to girls much
>barely hung out with the boys
>just played video games and browsed web
>small pp cuz no testosterone
>each year tell myself things will change
>Turn 21 soon still no gf
>fantasize daily about living different life
> imagine meeting qt back in kindergarten and falling in love forever like the movies always showed
>get tiny amounts of endorphins from this, enough to keep me alive each day
bros i am so lonely