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>My Dad deserves a better son. A son who is more talented and works harder. But what he got was me.
Hits a bit too close to home anon.

my story I guess
>grow up in nice, fairly well off family
>Go through traumatic shit in childhood (parents and siblings nearly all dieing)
>few friends through primary and high school
>builled to the point if I had a access to guns I would of probably columbined my school.
>get out of that shit hole.
>studying A+ CCNA etc. lifes alright
>attempt to get a job after studies
>plunge into deep deep deep depression
>Become a good for nothing NEET.
>try to go back to uni fail. go through multiple psychotic episodes.
>get diagonesed with GAD, SAD, Panic Disorder nearly Psychosis
>try uni a second time fail because I can't handle being around people and the pressure. what a shit i am.
>back to being a NEET.
>Current year - Going to try Uni for a third time and im hopeing for the sake of my own life it works out.

well if that doesn't work im killing myself and probs going a bit of a psychotic rampage before that.

I've got enough drugs on hand to kill myself 20x over but I'm holding onto that hope that life in general will get better.

Sorry for the life story Im in the throws of wanting to literally stab myself with a knife.

Making money of crypto is nice but money isn't happiness right ?