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>>10613287
Thank you. I have saved this image.

It's unfortunate that many women may view my "sensitivity", and willingness to discuss my emotions, openly, as weakness. I find people , and how we think about life, and our experiences, interesting. And I find it incredibly enjoyable to have discussions on these topics.

I now am coming to realize that to women this may be off-putting, if they are seeking more masculine characteristics in a potential partner.

Let's just say, it may explain some of my experiences as a 23 year old university student.

I'n not white, but I live in a Western country, and what worries me is that Western society is beginning to have more "feminine" domineering characteristics, where perhaps my (and men like myself) "sensitivity" is actually encouraged, unfortunately sending mixed signals to women I'd like to be closer with.

I'm not sure how I can change myself. Perhaps I should just come to the realization that I'm not entitled to a female partner, being the animal I am. It never was a given.

The only thing about that which saddens me is that I'd love to have a child. I'd love to read to her, teach her arithmetic, introduce her to basic programming, and make basic circuits with her using breadboards. I'd love to take her to music lessons, and play sports with her.

I'd love to create someone who would be infinitely more capable than I was, because I've made so many mistakes in my life, never getting to achieve my full potential. I'd respect that my child would be an individual as well, and not try to live through her. But I'd teach her everything I know, based on my mistakes and experiences.

But if that's not to be, due to my apparent femininity, then so be it. There are billions of other Humans to come. The world doesn't need me.

>>10601664
Unironically listen to something calming, instead of contemplating suicide:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h9EmSAeyeQo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OlLUtndzw7A