>>54531095
because that's not your entire stack, only a portion of it. Imagine losing 100% of your portfolio after years of building it up from nothing and now having nothing to even start over with.
I had 13btc at some point and blew it to 0, having to liquidate my last coins during the 2019-2020 bear market to pay the bills and so on. I was heading for the millions, so I didn't take profit and buy anything I could sell later and reinvest like cars or whatever. Didn't even spent anything on clothes which I had been wearing since highschool (was 23 at the time) or to upgrade my 2014 shit PC with gtx 750ti gpu. One day I just blew it and couldn't even start over, having 0 capital.
Was I suicidal ? yes, for sure. It took me years to mentally deal with being so close to making it, living in constant stress and poverty most of my life, that my life could've been way different and now i'm back to nothing. I was stuck in a perpetual loop of self pity, apathy and learned helplessness. Also my relatives around me didn't know about any of that, so they just thought I'm a retarded neet leech spending all day at my pc plaing videogames and I had nothing to throw into their faces to prove otherwise, so that was a double pressure on my psyche.
Then I actually got some money to invest, I bought rubic and these niggers got hacked twice in a row and decided to dilute their supply by x10. Turning my $15k ath into $1k in the end. After ditching this scam shitcoin, my portfolio slowly began to recover. That's not the end of it tho, I had such JUST levels in my life in the last few year, beyond anything I thought I could tolerate, which I'm not even going to describe here, as you might think I'm making shit up for pity or whatever.
Still not broken, all this shit only makes me laugh now. Planning to rebuild my stack into the 6 figures at least this bullrun and millions next, if not I could always go live in the woods far away from this nigger society.