/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>10285095
VEN holder here, at least used to be. Not anymore.

JUST

>>9519115
same. I'm not planning to neck myself just yet, but I'm certainly going to cut all contacts with my parents once I make it.
Anyway if you don't give a fuck about your life to the point of wanting to kill yourself why not try illegal ways of making money if there's a chance it might improve your life ? I'm leaving this as a last resort in case crypto doesn't work out

>>9099529
mfw it's actually dumping

>>5662156
exactly the same here. Also have a really shit acne for about 10 years now (I'm 20), because of the diet they've been feeding me since I was a kid. Now I eat healthy and buy my own food and they make fun of me like "uhh muh diet, what are you a girl"

Ignored my mental illness and only acknowledged it when a psychiatrist told them that I'm fucked up (except for my mom, she still think I'm bullshiting everyone). Never cared about my hobbies or interest, everything that is not mindless wagecucking is a waste of time according to them. Once I tried to get into mobile app development. Made an app, spent 3 months working on it and it kind of failed, I only made $100 from it. And they made fun of me.

Never gave me money to treat my acne or fix my teeth and bought me clothes once in 5 years. And now they wonder why I'm a shut-in NEET and want to force me to wagecuck. A single x10 moon mission separates me from making it. Once I made it I'm never seeing them again.

>tfw ended up choosing ETH instead of LTC at 90$

See you in the afterlife brothers

No. We had our chance and we blew it gambling on shitcoins. Seriously depressed about this whole situation.

I could really catch a break right now, at least it's not raining...

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God speed anon

>>4645716
Same anon. I fell for the Alternative crypto meme. this whole market is stressing me the fuck out. it is completely irrational. good projects get fucked by BTC doing pretty much anything, up or down, yet absolute shitcoins with zero fucking use case blow up 1000% all the time. BAT/Brave has a working product you can use right now. Never had a proper moon mission. FunFair burnt 4 Billion tokens, then proceeded to crash. May as well just throw darts at a dartboard full of alts and chose that way. Better odds, and saves you hours, days or weeks of research. FUUUUCCCCCKKKKKK

>>4547097
me too, brother. Me too...

>>4502770
>If there was a way I could end the world right now I would.
>>4502875
>Striving for something is a good goal, I just wish it were possible to end the suffering once and for all.

I know this feel, brother. You think the same way I do, it's like you're reading my thoughts.
So many 2 digit IQ normie poltards are here in this thread, it's disgusting. What happend to my 4chins

Bitbean

All these memories will be lost
Likes tears in the rain

>>4133264

>>4077981
DELUDED
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L L
U U
D D
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DELUDED

Bought 7825 sold 8350
Bought 9030 and holding dem bags

I even cancelled a 7700 all in buy order to get in higher after 10k looked imminent

>>3229564

I sold 40 at $48 from a $36 entry after not being able to stand the sideways movement for all those weeks

>>2738878
>I'm pretty sure it was one of the defining factors of my destroyed youth and stunted emotional, mental, and social development.

>sitting in a train station in city of London, drinking coffee at 11 pm
>seeing all the attractive people enjoying their lives
>can't even be bothered walking around outside to get the cathartic feeling of seeing Chads and Staceys at bars on a hot Friday night, definitively crushing my daytime delusions that arise due to seeing so many qts who are dressed as Chad bait at night and all have one night stands and 5000 tinder matches
>tfw aged 26, no social life for almost ten years, no female attention ever, only ever done stuff with escorts
>demoralised as fuck, blackpilled as fuck, nihilistic as fuck, see snake oil salesmen, stupid people, and charlatans as far as the eye can see, in all fields
>have no hobbies that have not morphed in to their own sort of work and drudgery (reading books - "Read these classic books", lift weights - am mentally held hostage and have to be tortured by seeing half naked Staceys exercising for Chad, learn programming- "Learn this way or you're dumb!")
>at this point I even procrastinate my hobbies - sitting and drinking coffee and riding the tube while reading on my phone is more enjoyable

What horrific drudgery. What a huge irony that I am the most relaxed at my government job, even though I became the ugly loner beta autist within two days.

And this is me standing at the edge of the Darwinian social game. If I ever talked to anyone or tried to join in, I would be humiliated due to my non chad looks and lack of social capital.

At this point, fuck society, it sees me as a disposable beta male to suck the life out of. I guess seeing people whine about student loans in the news is a great pleasure.

1. I really hate how you have to produce things in your free time or do"worthy" hobbies or else people see you as subhuman. People terrorise me by turning everything in to work, whether it's reading ("Read these old and boring books and claim you enjoyed them!"), learning programming ("Use these overcomplicated learning methods and languages or else you're dumb!"), or literally fucking anything else. Only being solitary can lead to relaxation as socialising is obviously the most Darwinian activity of all, where you are mostly judged on your genetics.

I fully trust my intuitions and intellect and my no bullshit outlook on the world. But the snakeoil salesmen and pseudo intellectuals never fucking shut up about how you should read

2. What the voices in my head have been saying today (first two to be said in a mock female voice):

>Eww, like, he's not Chad!
>I don't hold the door open for betas!
>The train is going to Wimbledon. The Wimbledon tournament is taking place. It's like pottery, it rhymes.
>Consummate jailbaitcore
>Consummate milfcore
>Consummate kinocore

3. I realised that so much of what I think about doing is mere preparation when I should be doing stuff, and learning, doing, and judging should all be done at the same time or almost immediately. I'm sick of feeling like I have to constantly be in "preparation mode". This is linked to point 1.

4. Why is it that all normies fit in perfectly with each other while I have zero social life and am the ugly loser loner beta at work? Is it due to my ugliness and betaness? Life is so easy for normies. I actually read a Schopenhauer quote which said worthwhile people don't fit in with the masses at all. I'll use that as hope but let's be srs, it is coping.

>>2675362
I'm there with you

>>2668313
i will thx u jew sir.
got like 5k to invest. go crypto.