/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>57576710
>killing animals for food: bad
>killing minotiries cause muh lebensraum: good

>have 400k
>I need the SP500 to be 8400 to double my money
>it wouldn't even be 1 million
How do you cope? inb4 risk your money in shitcoins.
I want to get to 1 million so I can liquidate 3% yearly and never run out of money. It would be enough to live. I hate the uncertainty of not knowing if you'll be making money in the future or not. I have only made money on youtube and it's so fucking unstable for many reasons. I dropped from education because I was both too aspie to cope with the commutecucking daily and pay attention in class and not smart enough so at least you can be the aspie that can graduate from something that pays a decent amount. If it wasn't for striking gold in youtube I would have killed myself already, and since I have always bad luck I knew they would fuck me over and they recently did taking down some of my favorite videos, a couple of years worth of work wiped just like that. I live in constant anxiety thinking i'll just log in one day and it will be even worse and i'll have no income, meanwhile the rest on my niche are having no problems. I knew im so much of a bad luck aspie I would be the one that gets fucked over, so that's why i've been saving close to 99% of what i've made and still live with my mom at 30. I finally had something to be proud of and I feel like it's a click away from some retard reviewing content from deleting it all. I just don't fucking get it how I can be this unlucky. The amount of luck I get is just nothing compared to the bad luck. I have tried diversifying in other fields like Amazon FBA but from what i've concluded, the few people here that were honest eventually admited they didn't even knew what the fuck they did to start making money selling their products. In this day and age you are at a mercy of an algorithm, you have few control of what you can do, in other words luck is essential. If anyone has some ideas let me know. inb4 wagecucking.