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So, I'm finally going to get called out. I don't have a damn clue how I'll go about it. But fuck it - here is the backstory.
I was given money to trade with by family - Minus the fees, transfer currency loss to convert to USD, and some other commission fees - I dabbled in lots of trades. I am 19. But the thing is I fucked up and this is how.
I made proper trades and was up thousands, but always got greedy and wanted more. Only when I began to lose did I sell in panic. Eventually I learned my mistakes but too late. I got into options, made money, but because I fucked up so bad by previous greed, and panic sold, I barley have enough to bounce back so I got one last chance to redeem my losses. With a whopping $186.00 USD. I know how this is like a wild shot - but it is all I got. I really need to unfuck my situation and before I even start with having a slim chance of hope here with someone loaded with bitcoins who seriously would believe me and help - here is why I am so fucking fucked.

I was recently asked by family to help them out in a family matter ( court by a fuck up by my relative who did shit I now have to be exposed for ) - and the lawyer fees are 1k. Lol. I have to explain how I lost nearly 10 times that much and have only nearly 200. Or.... I double down and make it back within 8 days. Wish me luck - and god speed. Now - I know that many people here aren't truthful - but seriously - I have no idea what I'll do if I fail. Any advice would be appreciated - specifically options and stocks, but crypto is apparently something that people can trade. I am so fucked I am already deciding to join the army to make capital back - but honestly if just this once in my sad and pathetic life could someone help me - without questioning or thinking I'm faking this - I would forever remember and pay it forward - i swear on my existence. Here is a bitcoin wallet address. Not expecting much. 15ksSGdcMVUFHRK5Lm2ceVcoa4pVDhboSa