/biz/ - Business & Finance

I'm feeling it.
Pepe is rising...

>finish work at 5 pm
>browse internet mindlessly for an hour
>stand up to do something else but have no idea what to do (would've recently gone for a walk and then binged on junk food, but I stopped that)
>open up laptop, go through a coding tutorial that I hadn't touched for over 7 weeks
>spend an hour on it and decide that's enough, since just doing anything at all seems like a good start
>feel sad that I'm just learning and not making stuff
>feeling tired because I only slept for 6 hours
>lying in bed and will do some combination of reading, napping before the gym, or vidya
>will go to gym later
>look up UK weather forecast 0 degrees Celsius for next few days
>look up Los Angeles's weather 20+ degrees and sunny every day

I'm in my early 30s. The time for learning was in the teens. The time for building greatness and working passionately on stuff was in the 20s. I did none of that.

My job is crushingly boring and unfulfilling. I have a low pressure wfh job that pays me more than I've ever earned before but it's so menial.

I recently got another job that pays the same but requires me to move cities and rent. It looks like the responsibilities are higher level. But it's still just a paperwork job.