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>>26716534
And I hoped they would go with Gamergate 2.
Trumpism lol

I know there are good people here. i love shitposting with you about scam coin, all the memes that make me die laughing, all the chinese who try to sell us some trap token, all nice. But I have come to a time when I wonder what I am doing with my life. I work twelve hours a day to barely afford to buy food, my family is screwed, my mother died after thirty years of schizophrenia, my alcoholic father, my sick and neet brothers and now this fucking virus and all the mess around, loneliness. I had managed to put some money aside to invest something in our beloved LINKY but I had to withdraw everything at 4.2 to go on until the end of the month a little while ago. I know that some of you know the feeling, I spend hours and hours staring at the charts in a dark room when I'm not wagecucking, in search of hope to recover from this situation and try to help my family but nothing ever happens. You are the only light in this shadow world, please guys give me one last hope, soon I will take a little bonus for being a good wagie all year round, in what can I invest this misery to look to a better future, with my tendies in lamboland. Thanks you guys

I can't read without thinking how pointless it is. I'm cucked by Taylorism. Cucked by capitalism. I feel bad for not spending all my time on one thing and then I feel bad for not doing many things. I want to optimise my life in every way with an algorithm designed to maximise health, wealth, meaning, work, leisure, and so on. But then I'd ignore that algorithm if I knew it to feel free.

I'm not capable of believing in stupid heuristics to try and rationalise away shitty things. I'm 29 years old and ugly and I missed out on all youthful joys. "This too shall pass." Wow, that makes me feel better... oh wait, but I never had it. And the past affects the future. And many other things.

I was reading Kafka last night (English translation) and it really wasn't so fun. I was reading for the sake of getting another "one more book read", slightly warm, damp, slightly disgusting (but swallow it anyway before you really savour the taste) pseud cred nugget. Reading is just consumercucking.

I've never done anything intellectually non-trivial in my life. Everything I have done has been a linear combination of common sense stuff. Yes, basic common sense, literacy, and numeracy put you above the majority of people but that's not a high bar.

I think IQ is the main work / intellectual big barrier. I worry about everything being an IQ test. When I had to log in to this system at work, and the instructions in the internal documents were vague and badly written, and I couldn't log in, I took that as an IQ test.

Being ugly is a brute force social life killer. I'm treated like disgusting shit. All that goes on in the media, news, all propaganda, is just monkey level stuff. Women get free shit, men network their way up, systems decay, beta worker cucks like myself get screwed.

Any half-deep look at the literary world and the types of people in publishing / media should immediately disgust anyone intelligent.