Every job makes me suicidal. Wtf do I do? I have a useless associate's degree (I was brainwashed to go into the trades. Turns out it really is as dogshit as people say it is) and need a yr to finish a bachelors (then another yr for a teaching credential. Shit). Fuck.. I wish I just picked an "education" major. Would have been easier too..
Well anyways, probably the only job I can do is teaching.
1. I hate for profit stuff
2. I hate fast paced environments. Loathe it actually.
What can I do in the mean while? I even get stressed with security guard jobs (depends. Some, I got paid for literally just standing still near the entrance. Not even checking tickets. In this case, no stress from the job, it just felt embarassing. Like if I were wearing a dunce cap). Other jobs though, I have to actively look at receipts and make sure items aren't being stolen. I actually don't like this. Fast paced, reciept sometimes doesn't clearly state what item is what (for some asinine reason, reciept doesn't actually go by the title of the actual product), I am given a daily quota I am supposed to meet, customers are assholes about it, etc.
Chit, I don't like it. I will probably ask for a transfer if possible. I don't think I'll last with this job. I don't feel comfortable with it.
I am stuck. I have no idea what jobs to do. Most just happen to be fast paced with little to no room for error along with wanting years of experience. Everything is so cut throat. I need to become self-employed, but lack the capital to even make the attempt. Shit credit too since I didn't know it basically only goes up with the use of credit cards and I've only used debit so I can't even take out big loans to start a business. I am STUCK
What do I do?