>>25363613
desu, I thought things were going to get a lot better for me after college. graduated this summer, moved away from family to be independent and start my first real job at 60k/year. thought I would be getting in shape, finally focusing on different hobbies in my spare time and starting a side business. but I've sidetracked myself so much that I don't feel like I've got nothing done. had a calendar, planner and everything I needed but eventually those were left blank, i've gotten lonely as shit since I'm by myself, it's hard to wake up everyday even on my days off, and I end up just watching youtube and lurking. I feel purposeless and dread the fact that this could be my life for the next 40+ years before retirement, but I'm finally doing something today to get me out of this cycle and I hope you all do too