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Hello /biz/, please help me

>Quick overview:
I'm a dropout drug addict NEET and I need to get my life together.
I have SSI for being autistic and I live with my mom.
I've also recently come out as bisexual to her and she didn't take it well, we basically haven't talked in months and she clearly stated she wants me out of the house.
I'm suicidal and I feel like killing myself unless something quickly changes, I've tried to kill myself twice already.

My top priority right now is having a steady job and getting my own place, I can work myself up from there.
I really like to become an aid worker for children or drug addicts so I can help them, that's currently the only thing keeping me from killing myself.

So what do I do?
I live in The Netherlands by the way.