/biz/ - Business & Finance

/biz/, i just got cucked so hard by the girl of my dreams. We're good friends but today she did something that made me feel like my heart ripped out of my chest. I straight up cried for a minute straight after she left. I genuinely feel fucked. After i stopped crying i could feel a weird buzzing sensation in my head and sort of tinnitus. Plus i'm high as well.

How can i get over utter heartbreak? How am i mean to reconcile the fact that 2 souls are sometimes perfect for each other yet they can end up apart?

Basically, how do i stop being a bitch because i'm seriously thinking about harming myself. I don't cut myself or anything i just go HAM on coke n shit. I don't really wanna be alive. How can i get back all the time i spent longing for her?

I've already started lifting again after 2 years and am struggling but still going. I feel so down that i'm going to save this shitty blog post and set it as a reminder in 6 months. Thanks for being there /biz/. I hope you all find love.

>>12782878

a friend