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what's gonna fucking happen next until the end of the week

>>12251963
this right here.
You have to watch the guy with a critical mind, anything that involves buying his stuff needs to be filtered out immediately.

I’ve had two exams in the last two days, I needed roughly a 40 in one and a 50 in the other to for sure pass the classes. I’ve been paralyzed with worry nonstop since the exams. I can’t think of anything else. I can’t eat anything because nauseous. I tried to go to the gym but I felt extremely weak and couldn’t handle anywhere close to my normal weights. I can’t do anything but think about and try and remember all the details of each problem in my head, so far I realized I probably did two wrong and now I’m trying to figure out how much partial credit I’ll get on each. If I don’t pass these classes I’ll likely be dismissed from engineering school.

How can I stop worrying about everything? It’s not just tests either, it’s every little thing I do that has even minor importance, my body basically gives up and I can’t think about anything else. I can’t sleep, eat, or do anything productive. I want to be a better man, how do I change? I can’t stop thinking about how bad things will be if I did fail, my parents would resent me, I would be seen as a failure among my peers, I would have no job opportunities anymore, I would likely just kill myself.

Literally just destroy your router/computer/whatever it is that allows you to connect to the internet. Yes it’s drastic but it’s what must be done, yes there will be drawbacks but the benefits will be so much greater it won’t matter.

It seems harsh but the fact is when you spend your days online you’re not even really in reality anymore. Every llittle moment of discomfort you experience offline makes you want to immediately get back online, doesn’t it? Like you need another hit? Just destroy it all and don’t look back. You will be forced to check back into the real world shortly after, the sheer number of hours you spent alone in silence in the same location will become extremely apparent without the internet, you’d go fucking insane if you tried to do it without your little stimulation toy. All the shit that happens on here is totally irrelevant to what goes on out there, you’ll soon realize how disconnected from reality you really were. The “memes”, the mentally ill weirdos going on rants about how things really are, the depressed losers who post about how hopeless everything is, it will all seem really sick or funny that you used to take it seriously. Just leave and never come back, there’s nothing you can gain that you haven’t already by being here already. Get a bat, close your eyes and destroy your computer, it’s the only option you have left.

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