>>18523675
>i don't know. guess i'm realizing i'm just a lazy piece of shit who thinks he has great ideas but lacks the motivation and discipline to do anything about them. for some fucked up reason i'm constantly seeking validation and approval from others before I make commitments. i blame abusive friendships, rejection from droves of women through dating apps and myself for letting that stuff mold me into this piece of shit I am now over the years. if I can't act during the best opportunity in my life so far, there's literally no hope. i have become what everyone else thinks of me