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>tfw have bipolar
>antidepressant works; no longer feel depression
>have manic episodes triggered by adderall/coffee
>med student - acing all my classes and clerkships
>everyone around me is DEAD after a 16 hour shift of stapling contusions and treating MUMPS patients
>after a minimum of 12 hours of study/work, i permit myself to go to the bars near me
>hang out with and fuck art hoes who are all coked up
>they're amazed that I refuse their offers of free coke
>2 hours after dawn, I pack my backpack up and head to the library to get a head start on my schoolwork.
>i TA and tutor for money, and can take whatever they throw at me
>we got a new student studying for the LSAT, no one here can teach that, can you?
>never took it before, take a few practice tests online, it's easy as fuck. routinely score 177's
>am basically a superhero to these students who idolize me
>convinced a psychologist to administer the WAIS-IV for me for free since I "do research on neuro" and am in the MD PhD program of a tier one medical school
>psychologist is amazed by my score; tells me most people with bipolar are of below average intelligence
>tells me if i wasn't a genius that i'd likely have killed myself by now or incarcerated
>no one knows i attempted suicide twice this year alone
>no one knows i've been in jail 3x, but charges were always dropped
>no one knows my secret is adderall + bipolar disorder

feels good and bad mang

NO NO NO WHY IS IT CRASHIBG!!!

DELETE THIS RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finishing up a history degree. I was considering going for my PHD right after school but the job market for college educators, particularly in the humanities is fucking horrid.

Thinking about going after an MBA in finance or something. My grandfather thinks I should go teach english somewhere for a year because it will 'look good'.