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>>28602317
been stressed recently but am avoidant with my feelings so i dont really feel it except my heart and being breathless all the time
>inb4 covid - i have to get tested twice every week and dont have it (apparently?)
increasingly becoming complacent and lazy, as well as irrationally angry... finding it increasingly difficult to listen to people or care about what they are talking about, last year i was planning on killing myself on my birthday this year, but thats next week and now im not so sure, probably stick it out another year sort of deal
dont really know what im doing or where im going, cant motivate myself to study anymore even though i find it really interesting, used to happily go for long walks everyday and now i go outside for 20 mins and i cant be fucked with it, get pissed off at my dog and gf all the time
fuck sake bros im so incompetent at expressing how i feel and dealing with my emotions irl so i just feel slowly crushed
other than that pretty good, made some free money so far this year, going to make myself a birthday cake which im looking forward to
>coffee chocolate caramel peanut butter cake for those interested, will post the recipe and pics after ive made it if anyone gives a fuck