/biz/ - Business & Finance

>Be retard 16 year old
>Not allowed to drink booze from parents
>"but okay they didn't say drugs"
>Do shrooms and other psychedelics
>Totally fried my brain, have "snowy vision" since
>Totally changed me mentally, staring at a computer screen feels more real than looking around my room
>30 now and still struggle with feeling detached from everything

>>55763007
this guy is, unironically, literally me rn. my only solace is it keeps my mind busy because im painfully broke at the moment and injured so i can only run. lord give me strength to keep off the booze. its all worth it r-right?

>earning more than you ever have in your entire life
>past the amount that you thought would be "more than you'd even know what to do with"

>still just spinning wheels, unable to start the next phase of your life, just enough to not really worry about what you want from the grocery store or amazon, but would be right back to obsessing over every penny if you ever got a mortgage

>>55479101
>~50k net worth at 28, 20 of which is in a 401k
>bodycount of roughly 80, but maybe half of those are nothing to be proud of, even the "hot" ones are not traditionally attractive, instead bonkers or autistic or weird poly genderqueers and brownoids
>have never had a normie relationship, would do literally anything for a literal basic 7/10 normie white girl
>a pretty active friend group, but constantly fight the urge to resent them, wish they were better and reflect upon me better
>don't own a home, got extremely lucky to live in a below-market-rate rental in a decent neighborhood - the 80-90 year old owners sold earlier this year, rent increases likely, but haven't come yet
>Community College Associate's Degree in Liberal Arts, did nothing with it (obviously)
>""Smart"" enough to make retards seethe, too stupid to self-direct and win the respect of intelligent people: MidWit Hell
>Blue collar work-background, but just last year landed a first "office job" - 55k, high stress, normie coworkers conspire against me, limited opportunity for advancement, 2 days a week WFH
>That wage plus low overhead means I can basically splurge on stupid shit like booze and delivery and hobbies I immediately drop without care, but couldn't afford to buy property even in Niggersville, nor anything else to get ahead even if I tightened my belt like crazy
>shit benefits means doing without healthcare because I can't justify $200 per month
>laborious job kept me at a healthy weight, but grew bored and resentful and took up boozing hard and bad eating habits which tipped the scales slightly, then took a white collar job without changing habits so the skinnyfattest I've ever been - 192 @ 5'11"
>Finally started Fin at 27, tired and weak and watery spunk but still noticeable thinning
I could go on. Dare you look upon the face of true mediocrity?

>>52615083
Inability to regulate alcohol intake. I have put on some 25 pounds in the past couple months, my face is always gremlinesque from the booze and poor sleep which is surely noticeable to coworkers. The only reason it's not 45lbs is because it was the summer but now it's winter and gonna get worse. I spend hours compulsively swiping tinder and hounding anyone cute, but in the times where those conversations go well I am already blotto and gorged on trash-food so unable to do anything on short notice, when I do convince them to make plans (immediately halving the chance of a successful meetup, or quartering, or worse) I am so rekt from the night before (any given night before) and spend the rest of the day exhausted, melancholic and anxious. So I ask them to reschedule, they are disappointed as I've now shown great disrespect to their time, and then I spend the rest of the night getting blissfully trashed. Bout to go do it again.

White pill? Iunno. I seem to have a decent reputation at this new job, which matters because it was a career-transition so there's room to grow. Somehow I'm still getting laid regularly, there's that. I don't know how I'm not repulsive to people but having a normie-job instead of blue-collar stuff has changed my landscape pretty dramatically. If only socializing with girls didn't reinforce substance use so much. You can hang with buds sober but if you're trying to get laid, NOBODY is trying to get with a man who is openly struggling with alcohol-use regulation.

>no degree
>production assistant

>>49858822
You're going to eat them straight or prepare them somehow?

Why is LUNC going back up? That anon with the forced Vincent picture said it would only go to 0.

xiaomi bros I dont feel so good

look at all this, australians and maybe new zealanders can't buy because their broker has been down all day. they're all trying to stop us bros.

https://twitter.com/search?q=%40hellostake&src=typed_query&f=live

is buying a house just renting from the state?

When will PLTR see $30 again?

>PLTR dumping

>>24636366
But last time it took a short seller to dump it. I’m not sure but I don’t want to miss out on making profit yet again but I will also hate it when it doesn’t go down for a while either.

What's the cap of what you can claim as insurance? I assume they wouldn't back up gamblers buying 50 ETH of a low mcap uniswap gem?

What happens if a project that looked legit gets certified by FORS but then exit scams 5 months later for example? Who will be held accountable?

Unironically looks legit, but somewhat useless? The industry is full of jews and will never see the need in something like DeFi or Fyooz. I don't grasp what's the purpose of the token. Probably yet another case of token not needed

>got drunk as fuck
>did a cross country /nightwalk/ with an anon I met through /biz/ on discord voice chat
It's sad, but if you're here, it was fun lad.

>>20522657
>Think it gets better if I get an bachelor in Electrical Engineering
>Still fucking hate working, but slightly less
God damn it, how do normies do this forever.
>>20522723
>IT bro’s help me out, I hate manufacturing/engineering I want a cozy remote job
Haha kek you are literally me.
I've been looking at web dev courses myself.

>>19777079
That's a shame. I guess you're the kind of person who really enjoys to be with others, I have a female friend who's like that. Even if she'd make it big, she'd be like you unable to bear through waiting every single day for her friends to be free. I always used to think she was a brainwashed extrovert because she values every kind of relationship, even her colleagues at work but your thread and replying to your posts made me think about another perspective I didn't know I could think of, honestly.

Since you've more or less already made it, at least with what I gathered from your monthly income and the little effort you have to put to earn it, perhaps you could do like all of those rich "jetsetters" and try to see, at least for once, how do truly rich people have fun or how they live in their bubble separate from average joes like you and I. Go into a rich bar dance club or something to see if you could be friends with people sharing similar worries as you do even if I doubt that they're the kind to hang out with normal people. Maybe you'll be disgusted by their materialistic approach regarding a lot of stuff, or maybe you'll find comfort in seeing other people like you who still are empty inside despite having a lot of money

>Overlooked the Coronavirus as a minor threat
>Didn't think people would start the mass selling they've started, thought the stocks were a bit over-priced but not by much

Now I've lost 1/2 my cash in the stock crash.
Should have known that those lunatic men with billions of dollars would mass-panic and sell when they faced the prospect of losing their jobs.

>Can't stop thinking about my stocks
>Living only for work on Monday

Fucking corona virus.

Rich affluent white people are fucking weird. All they do is focus on their (((business))) while their personal relationships fall to shit.
>get divorced
>spit out some kids because reasons
>kids are so fucked in the head because no attentions
>whore themselves out
>do drugs
Anything. Anything to fill that void.
Remember, frens, if you ever become rich, never neglect those closest to you, especially your own family.
>inb4 that was gay
I see way too much of it here at college. Literally all those assclowns are so fucked in the head it's crazy. That's probably why they all rape each other or something.

>>16179283
Yeah, and relationships last like 3 months tops these days.
Point being, we've managed to dig so deep a fucking hole in a short amount of time, we are going to nuke the markets faster than you can fucking coom