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>be me, average looking guy >buy fat stack of LINK >Dream about what degenerate shit I will do once I am a millionaire >Plan to fuck whores and take drugs >Meanwhile life takes a turn for the worse >Become depressed, lose friends, fuck up university >Read 42 schizo posts on /biz >Finally reach the lowest point in my Life >Think about what 42 schizo wrote >Think "what could go wrong right?" >Cry out for help to Jesus from the bottom of my heart and in tears >Never read the bible or went to chruch in like 5 years and neither was a strong believer >Jesus actually shows up after I repented and asked for help >Wtf.jpg >Wipes out my depression, my cooming addiction, my emptyness within me in a matter of minutes >Thinking this can't be real and I am crazy after a week of feeling like born again >Look up Testimonys about Jesus on YouTube >Wtf.png >Depressed and drug addicted people had the same experience as I had and it happened instantly
Frens I am fucked. Even though it is great to not be depressed, empty inside and wanting to kill myself all the time, I slowly start to transform to a real Christian. Something which I never thought would happen. I am questioning my sanity every fucking day. It's three weeks now and I didn't coom a single time since then, while I was beating my meat at least twice a day before that. I also can only imagine to marry a Christian girl and nobody else. I can not go on a whore and drug binge anymore, because I know it would be wrong. Instead I am thinking about what good I can do with the money later on in the world. While I found it great the first few days, I start to get angry at this point about it. I am questioning my fucking sanity at this point. I was laughing at all those Christfags a few months ago and now I am one myself. Yeah I may end up in heaven, but what does it matter, when my life here on earth will be so limited.
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