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>21 yo
>6ft ottermode model, white, wide frame, 7 inch grower dick, hottest top tier stacies models in HS made advances to pursue me but i repulsed them
>about to hit $100.000 net worth because of Chainlink today
> Incel, killed my libido for good because I quit porn cold turkey months ago swore myself I will never ever watch sick (((porn))) ever again. basically asexual eunuch now
> the last time I experienced joy was 10 years ago
> literally build myself up from scratch NEETdom: moved out, got license, got a car, got job, enlist in uni
> every kind of SSRI just turned me into a soulless shell without any positive side effects

its literally over for me, I day dream all day I think to cope with the actual reality, otherwise I wouldn't be able to cope. my mental will is one thing but my physical is another, i dont seem to handle it anymore. wakeup in the night screaming because i almost suffocate and my heart sets out. the last time i passed out on the floor before being able to rip the windows open to catch a breath