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I'd sign up for a medically induced coma for 1 year if I could. Any other legal drugs that will help me just get some sleep? I'm sick of looking at my bleeding portfolio I'm just tired of it. Benedryl doesnt work anymore

Hi anon.

So, a few years ago i started freelancing web stuff, web shops, other web solutsions etc. From day one i focused on offering maintenance contracts to all the clients. It has gotten to the point some months ago, where i dont take new projects and make decent "passive" income just from all the maintenance stuff. Basically i update their websites and offer support etc. I think when calculated to actual hours, i work for one or two days a month.

That might sound pretty awesome but i have gotten to the point where i literally cant find a reason to get out of bed in the morning. I cant find a reason for anything anymore. Im not depressed, im not suicidal, its just like im tired of everything. I have a few friends, i have a few beers in the weekends, i have a normal relationship and a gf of 6 years. We travel once in a while.

I wake up and force myself to sleep more and more because in my dreams i feel more than being awake, til im feeling completely shit from oversleeping. Then i make coffee, have couple of cigarettes, eat something when its a good day. Answer a few e-mails. From then on i pretty much browse /biz/ til i get back to sleep again.

I have thought about taking a 9-5 job just to have a reason to get up in the morning. Maybe its a goog example that some people need a dayjob to feel human or am i just doing something wrong? What the fuck is going on with me /biz/? Im 29. Anyone feeling the same way?

I cant imagine if you have literally millions and all this time, and nothing to do with it. A few years ago i wouldnt have believed either that im going to ramble about something like this, but thats the point where i am at the moment.

Inb4 kys.