/biz/ - Business & Finance

I'm legit considering roping. For several reasons.
The one relevant to our conversation being that I've always been ostracized by the group.
When I was in university, where I spent 7 years of my life (I have a bachelors, a masters and a few failed re-orientation years from law school, a bad uni I chose to leave) + 2 years abroad studying at bachelors level in 2 different subjects with advanced diploma level.
All this happened in the first world, btw in Western Europe where I was born and raised.
I'm 28 now and I have +10 years pursuing an education but I'm not fooling myself.
I do it because its free and I have too much mental issues to ever find a job now. I spent 3 months at the mental hospital. I do not have what it takes to be liked by other people. In university they would shun me, teachers would grade me poorer even though I was more dedicated, hard working than others. Simply because of the vibe I give. The vibe of death or disease, I don't know. I was physically sick at the time, it made me depressed. And now I'm mentally disabled too. It's not worth leaving the academia meme. I'm still studying, picking up certs and diplomas, just so I can pretend to my family I still try, just to get something done, but honestly lads I don't think I will ever find a job. Any situation where I was not involved in a transaction, me paying for whatever it is, I've been treated like an expendable. People don't want me around.
In 2010 I knew about bitcoin thanks to /biz and friends on the internet met through here. I was 17 at the time. I wanted to buy but my mother shot me down, and shamed me. She said she'd give me pocket money to survive while I studied, and lived in her basement. She ruined me. Because the only reason she refused and really tried to stop me was because I was going to open a bank account to buy it and she had already opened several in my names that she used to launder her own money with teenager interest rates. She stole my identity.