/biz/ - Business & Finance

>>57113448
No.

>>53175608
>>53175617
>Be me, 25yr old student
>Rent a room on the same floor she lives on (shared kitchen, laundry, etc..) because it was affordable during my semester
>We got along at first, but stopped talking when my semester got really busy
>She was a pretty big stoner
>She was kinda quiet and moody when not smoking, but she'd get very social, loud, and would lose her inhibitions when she'd come in after smoking up
>As time would go on she'd start pushing it with her jokes. Say stuff like "you don't fuck your girls very good since I can't here you" referring to my ex coming over
>One night I was in the kitchen preparing a tea before bed
>She comes in blazed as fuck. Starts asking if I like fucking hard since I don't have loud moans coming from my room, etc...
>I had a natural half chub because I was on day 14 NoFap or so, she notices
>She literally puts her hands in my shorts and starts stroking my dick. I'm so fucking stunned I don't move
>Pulls her shorts off, moves her panties aside, backs into my dick, and basically fucks herself by backing her ass into me really hard
>I'm literally so stunned I cannot believe this is happening. Just don't move and let it happen
>Bust a nut inside her since I was on a long NoFap streak and I guess the shock value or something

She then just pulled her shorts off and walked away. She pretended that never happened when I'd bump into her. I told myself "eh, you must have liked it since you came and didn't resist her'

Now that I moved away, that scene was so beyond fucked up looking back, and I have a terrible emotional feeling about it. Like a deep depression and feeling of disgust.

>6’2” /fit/ Chad face multiple degrees
>work harder than all my other family members around my age
>literally a poorfren
>lazy fat cousin makes more than me in the same field
>most people don’t want to hire me in my area of experience because I literally do not look like a fat nerd

Heightism exists, but not in financial areas (at least in tech)

Hope:Shattered
Dream:Gone
Internalization:It's over

I need x23 to get back to ath